Priorities

As I sit here and type this, I am acutely aware of my work e-mail accounts that I should check, and the client I need to respond to, and that article I bookmarked this morning that could be useful for my book. I’ve neglected Twitter woefully the past couple of days, and I’m late getting my writing group this month’s submission.

Priorities.

I know it is universal, this daily push and pull between the tasks we need to do (and the hierarchy that exists when we need to do several things) and the things that in an ideal world, we’d able to do or want to do. We make countless small decisions each day that reflect this notion: to read the newspaper or respond to an e-mail, to eat lunch at your desk rather than taking a short break and getting out of the office, to look over work on the train rather than zoning out or reading for pleasure.

What I’ve come to appreciate lately is that line is unbelievably relative—what you would do on a normal day is of little significance when major crises happen. You do what you need to do when people in your life are sick or need help or experience loss, just as you throw normal routines and schedules to the wayside when you experience your own crises, losses, or disruptions. In the immediacy of the moment, there are things that simply matter more.

But that’s the obvious part. What’s more complicated is the gray area in between the everyday and the extreme, when there are many conflicting priorities. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t know a person out there who doesn’t (at least on occasion) find the balancing act of multiple priorities difficult to manage. I honestly can’t imagine how often parents must face these decisions, but I know that the hierarchy of priorities gets turned upside down when you have a family.

But I do think that any type of chronic illness adds a unique layer to an already complex terrain.

As a minor example, I canceled chest physiotherapy the other day because I was feeling terrible (unrelated reasons) and just couldn’t stomach the thought of a half-hour’s worth of clapping. I wanted rest and I wanted peace. Yet by the very next day I was much more congested and wheezing on both my inhale and exhale, and knew that not having chest PT made a difference. Do I regret the decision? No, because in that moment, other health concerns outweighed the needs of my usually demanding lungs.

Decisions that might make so much sense from a financial, professional, and emotional standpoint sometimes conflict with what makes the most sense from a physical standpoint. There are all these reasons to take on a new challenge, but sometimes no matter how many compelling reasons there are to do something, the difficult answer comes down to this: what is good for the body and the mind do not always correspond. Sometimes the long-terms physical consequences of decisions are not worth the short-term gratification.

Of course, the reverse holds just as true. Sometimes it is more important to take the risk, to have that experience, than it is to miss out on it. Speaking as a girl who needed multiple doctors’ letters and lot of legwork to prove I was healthy enough to travel abroad when I was accepted into an Irish university, I can vouch for that.

And sometimes it is more important to be there for someone else even if it comes at the expense of your own body or comfort, because those memories are what people carry with them. Those memories are what you carry, too.

This all makes me think about I conversation I had on Twitter about H1N1 vaccinations recently. When asked how I felt about getting one, I said that it made sense for my individual circumstances—I am in a high-risk category, and all infections hit my lungs harder to begin with. I’d rather deal with the consequences of the shot than take a gamble with a flu virus that can cause serious (sometimes lethal) secondary lung infections.

But, these are my circumstances and my health priorities and might not apply to you for your own individual reasons.

In the end, I think most of us face so many choices that force us to weigh benefits and risks. From choosing time with friends over work to choosing certain medications over others due to different side effects, very little is without calculation…and the line is always changing.

But that’s what keeps things interesting, right?

Disclosing Physcians’ Gifts: Analysis, Articles, and An Interview

As a patient, patient blogger, and all around news junkie, I have to admit when I first heard about health care reform legislation in Massachusetts aimed at reducing costs this past March, I was more than interested. When I learned that part of this legislation involved a ban on gifts to physicians from pharmaceutical companies, I was even more interested. Reduce costs and limit potential conflicts of interest? My heart trilled just a bit. What’s not to love?

But if a recent flurry of headlines about the controversy and heated opinions are any indication, newly modified legislation that makes public any gift of $50 or more a physician receives from a pharmaceutical or other company is anything but simple or obvious—especially in a state like Massachusetts, where the life sciences sector is a huge part of the economy and academic research centers and hospitals are integral.

To wit, an editorial in the Boston Globe urges Governor Deval Patrick to stand firm on the bill, writing that “the state is right to make sure doctors make medication decisions based on merits, and not meals.” At the same time, an op-ed penned by leaders from the biotech and medical device industries outlines their case for why the legislation “will absolutely affect whether companies continue to choose our world-class hospitals for this important clinical work.” Read through them for more background; there’s a lot to digest.

It’s certainly a good time to be a health news junkie in Boston, no?

As always, what I’m interested in how these issues will affect our daily lives. As a patient with rare diseases who knows firsthand how important research and development are to patient outcomes, how could I not be curious? After all, clinical trials are where the developments we count on come from, and if this legislation will have a negative impact on clinical trials, as opponents claim, I’m certainly paying attention.

It makes plenty of sense to me why legislators who want to reform health care and contain costs would support this bill, and it makes a lot of sense to me why patients would care about what their doctors are getting from the companies that manufacture the medications and medical devices that treat them. Patients want the treatments that are best for them, and those are not necessarily the ones that have the largest marketing and promotions budget. Transparency is a hot-button issue in health care right now, and with good reason in this context.

It’s important to me I understand where the positions both sides are taking originate, and clearly it’s not enough to pit this in terms of disclosing physicians’ gifts or not, or making comments about sandwiches and pens. To that end, I chatted today with Dr. David Charles, chairman of the Alliance for Patient Access, a non-profit organization that teaches physicians how to advocate to ensure patients have access to appropriate therapies, to see why there is such opposition to this legislation.

(Since it’s all about disclosure, the AfPA receives funding from industry trade groups).

According to Dr. Charles, a fundamental problem with this portion of the legislation is that it has the potential to set up a “complete misunderstanding” of the relationship between universities, physicians, and the companies (pharmaceutical, medical devices, biologics, etc) that support these clinical trials—and he considers this partnership imperative if we’re to continue seeing progress in understanding and treating diseases like multiple sclerosis or Alzheimer’s, to name but a few.

“This is a step backwards, not forwards,” he says.

Since the information published on the state Web site would mention the physician’s name and the money he/she received that went above $50—and not how the money was used—he fears the flow of funding could be misconstrued. This also goes along with other claims (see links above) that this kind of disclosure would make physicians less likely to participate in clinical trials, meaning companies would then invest in them in other places.

For example, money that goes to the university to help support clinical trials would look like it was simply being paid to a physician, not the university and all the staff involved in the trial. Or, money allocated for a physician to teach other physicians how to use cutting edge technology and devices that improve patient care would not be identified as such. Dr. Charles worries this “disclosure without context” could make what are completely appropriate and essential practices seem inappropriate.

He also had some interesting things to say about the writing of prescriptions, which is often one of the first criticisms patients and policy experts point to when discussing conflicts of interest and gifts from pharmaceutical companies. “Writing prescriptions is not the issue at hand,” he says. Rather, helping physicians understand when to select certain medications—what the side effects are, what drugs they work the best with and which ones they shouldn’t be prescribed with, etc—is the key issue. He views educating physicians about these variables, much like training physicians on how to use new equipment and other forms of continuing medical information, as both completely appropriate and essential for the best care for patients.

So patients (and readers from all points of view), I’m interested in what you think about all of this. As you can see from the media blitz on all sides the debate wages on, but the bottom line is, what is best for the patient? Do the potential risks to the partnership so important to clinical trials outweigh the benefits of the concept of transparency so many of us hold as paramount these days? While we wait for the Governor’s response, I’m eager for yours.

UPDATE, 8/11: Here’s an update article from today’s Globe that discusses the health policy Gov. Deval Patrick signed into law. Looks like transparency wins–or at least gets a big push! Check out the article; there’s a lot of good info the primary care physician problem I’ve written about before.

What’s In a Treatment…

Earlier this week, I was fortunate to attend an event at Fenway Park (can’t ask for a better setting than that!) benefiting and celebrating the neuroscience department at BIDMC. On so many levels, it was a wonderful evening. I got to chat with one of my favorite medbloggers and BIDMC CEO, I met a fascinating and highly acclaimed memoirist, and spoke with all kinds of people doing creative things in health care.

The most exhilarating part of the evening was learning about the innovative research and treatments these doctors are working on, and the atmosphere of collaboration and care for the patient that guides it. Whether it was discussing yoga and dance therapy for Parkinson’s patients, hearing patients talk about stroke rehabilitation, or learning how noninvasive techniques can help patients with a variety of conditions, it was impossible not to feel the energy and potential gathered in that room.

You don’t need to be a neurology patient or even the friend or family member of one to appreciate these types of advancements. In fact, the idea that if given the appropriate time, resources, and environment researchers can get closer to developing more refined, targeted, and effective innovations for diseases is one that stretches across many disciplines.

By pure coincidence, I also stumbled across this Slate article, “Old Drugs, New Tricks” this week. Writer Darshak Sanghavi points out that in some of the major fields of medicine—like pediatric oncology, or cardiovascular disease—some of the most significant strides in increasing patient survival rates came from refining existing older drug therapies, rather than aggressively hyped new medications. Of course he points out cases where brand new drugs have made enormous (and unexpected) gains for patients, but his central point is a compelling one, and his thoughts about why some specialties are better equipped for the long-term, rigorous studies that make such refinement possible make a lot of sense.

As someone with multiple conditions of varying degrees of severity and treatment options, I find myself in an interesting position within this debate. When I was diagnosed with PCD and bronchiectasis a few years ago, my treatment regimen changed in many ways. While I had pretty much lived on steroids and all kinds of inhalers for most of my life (and spending weeks each year in the hospital and getting worse with each trip shows how well that worked out for me), I switched over to a system of rotating strong antibiotics. I still use inhalers and my nebulizer, but the steroids are no longer the first line of treatment. I also started daily chest physiotherapy, and that has made such a difference in my quality of life.

I mention all this because for me, some of the biggest improvements in my quality of life, and even my survival, are tried and true therapies. (This isn’t to say that some of my antibiotics aren’t newer generation, or that the vest I use when I can’t get chest PT isn’t a more modern version of the very physical and visceral pounding I get from my therapist, obviously.)

These things were already in existence and working well in some populations—but if it weren’t for advanced technology and research, I wouldn’t have known to use them because I wouldn’t have been able to get the correct diagnosis for such a rare condition. Without research and innovation, I’d still be chafing under the wrong diagnosis, living between hospitalizations, and causing yet more irreversible damage to my lungs.

(You can probably see now why the research I learned about the other night was so exhilarating, yes? Hope is an equal-opportunity phenomenon.)

So while my daily life involves many old-school techniques, my improved quality of life and my existence as a PCD patient speaks very much to new-school capabilities. It’s a collaboration between what we already know works for similar patients and what we’re beginning to understand about how specific cells and structures function—and based on what I learned the other night, it’s a collaboration that also stretches across all sorts of specialties and boundaries.

Clearly I can’t say if so many of us will ever have a cure for what ails us, but the more innovation and collaboration we have, the more we can refine treatments and understand the origins of our disease and target specific pathways, connections, and cells, the better. As the Slate article points out, it must be done in the appropriate way, and as recent events have shown me, when this happens, it’s a great thing.

About Antibiotics

I know healthy people who say things like, “I don’t believe in taking medicine” or “I don’t like putting anything in my body besides aspirin.”

(These are frequently the same people who, when asked if they’ve ever been a hospital patient, are wont to say “Well, not since I was born,” causing me to shake my head in wonder. Who knew such people existed? And that I would one day marry one?)

My unspoken reaction is always “Good for you.” I realize how incredibly flippant that sounds, but I don’t mean it flippantly at all. It’s refreshing to be reminded that there are people out there—people in my life, even—who are healthy, who do not have any conditions that require regular medication.

I mean, who wouldn’t want aspirin to the only occasional remedy you need to live your life and get done what you need to do?

I will admit I am a bit blasé sometimes about taking medicine. I never skip a dose or anything like that, it’s just not something I think about. It’s something I just do, part of my daily routine for literally as long as I can remember. On a given day, I take no less than eight medicines (good times) and no more than fourteen (less good times). I have cut out four medicines altogether in the past few years, which pleases me.

I have tested and charted and experimented to make sure I am not taking any medications that I could do without, because just like my healthy counterparts, I really don’t like putting anything unnecessary in my body, either. I don’t like the never-ending co-pays, the refills, the side effects like a racing heart, dizziness, feeling jittery, brittle bones, enlarged organs, endocrine damage, etc.

But I dislike respiratory distress, respiratory failure and other phenomena even more.

Antibiotics are a regular part of my medical arsenal. And I do mean regular. In fact, they are indispensable. Remember that New Year’s Eve day infection? It got worse and worse, to the point where I was dizzy from not getting enough air, my peak flows barely registered, and all the nebs and chest PT in the world couldn’t cut through the infected mucus lodged in my chest. I basically didn’t leave my house for eight days.

The only reason I am even functioning at half capacity right now? I brought into rotation an antibiotic I hadn’t used in awhile. (Between the nature of what I grow and the fact I’ve been on them so long, there are only a few out there I can rely on). Even with them, I teetered on the edge of the hospital for a couple days, and without these antibiotics, I have no doubt I would be in the hospital right now.

Antibiotics are a hot-button issue. The big things I hear from my students and people I know in the trenches? They are over-prescribed, they are given to demanding patients or parents whose children have colds and viruses when they don’t need them, they are given to people who don’t complete the proper course of treatment once they start feeling better. In an age of multiple drug resistant bacteria, “super bugs” and emerging infectious disease, this is problematic, to say the least.

Believe me, I am just as worried about the misuse of antibiotics. Does that sound weird coming from someone who basically lives on them? I’m even more cognizant of it precisely because of how much I have to rely on them.

And yet because it is so normal for people like me to take them, I rarely stop and think about what I am putting into my body when I take one. It’s another part of the routine. But I should give them the respect for the formidable force they are. After all, look at this partial list of “less common” side effects for my current antibiotic:

“…Abdominal pain, abnormal dreams, abnormal or double vision, aggressiveness, agitation, anemia, angina, anxiety, asthma, back pain, blood abnormalities, blood clots, changeable emotions, chest pain, circulatory failure, colitis, coma, confusion, depression, difficulty in or obstructed breathing, difficulty concentrating, disorientation, dizziness, emotional or mental problems, exaggerated sense of well-being, fainting, fungal infection, gangrene or other infections, gas, genital infection and itching, hallucination, heart attack, heart failure, heartbeat irregularities, high or low blood pressure, high or low blood sugar, hives, impaired thinking, indigestion, intestinal bleeding, intestinal inflammation or blockage, irregular heartbeat, itching, kidney disorders, lack of muscle coordination, liver disorders, lung problems or inflammation, muscle pain weakness, pancreatitis, paralysis, pneumonia, rapid or slow heartbeat, rash, seizures, swelling of face or extremities, swollen tongue, tendon inflammation, tumor, vaginal inflammation, vertigo, vomiting, yellowing of eyes and skin…”

Yikes. A healthy fear is now officially instilled.

Along with a huge dose of gratitude that they still continue to do what I need them to do.